it's not right, it's not fair. Missing you cuts like a knife.
the year 2s are gone ... *sob* i miss them ... ALL of them ... the workshop is so quiet now it's unnatural ... i guess i didnt realize it will become like this. the atmosphere has changed. there is a certain emptiness in TSD now. i remember mon we talked abt not wanting to be a yr 2 ... i dont wanna grow up. i dont wanna be a senior. it was bad enough that i had to stop crewing. now i dont have my seniors around anymore. sighs ... i wonder what's it gonna be like next year ...
i've been thinking of committment phobia ... there are pple in my class who are ... it's kinda obvious if you observe carefully. we were talking abt our prospective boyfriends having their lives revolving around us. i differ from my friends. i would allow my life to revolve around others, especially the pple i love. i agree that you should have your own life apart from that person, but i guess when you love someone you want to spend every moment with them. i dunno ... is it wrong to love to that level? ok to have your life revolve around somebody is rather drastic lah ... but ... i dunno ... i guess it's just me. i am a people person. i love being around pple. i cant bear loneliness.
this reminds me ... i had a conversation with a friend today who told me: "i feel alone in JC." ... i told that person it was a very valid emotion. in fact, i said: "i feel the same way sometimes too." ... remember my post a few days back abt getting to know everyone better? reflecting on what rau said on my tag board, it's true; it's damn sad how you've been together with these pple for like 8 mnths, and you only know them superficially. i look at myself in JC now and i realise how different i am ... i've changed so much i cannot understand why ... ah wells ... there's 4 more mnths ... still have time. :)
i had a conversation with rohana and viv today .. .i came to the conclusion that if i wanted to be totally honest with someone, we both must reach a level where we there's nothing we can keep from each other ... it takes ALOT. and it takes longer than a life time to get that ... but i believe it's possible ... what do you think?
pple: tag's been quiet! talk leh! dont be intimidated by dawn and rau! :P tell me what you think abt this post ... :)
i am going now ... ooh they're playing 'stan' by eminem ... this song is so old ... :) i love it :)
i wish you joy. i'm glad we're just friends. we stay here. :)
universal prayer
the year 2s are gone ... *sob* i miss them ... ALL of them ... the workshop is so quiet now it's unnatural ... i guess i didnt realize it will become like this. the atmosphere has changed. there is a certain emptiness in TSD now. i remember mon we talked abt not wanting to be a yr 2 ... i dont wanna grow up. i dont wanna be a senior. it was bad enough that i had to stop crewing. now i dont have my seniors around anymore. sighs ... i wonder what's it gonna be like next year ...
i've been thinking of committment phobia ... there are pple in my class who are ... it's kinda obvious if you observe carefully. we were talking abt our prospective boyfriends having their lives revolving around us. i differ from my friends. i would allow my life to revolve around others, especially the pple i love. i agree that you should have your own life apart from that person, but i guess when you love someone you want to spend every moment with them. i dunno ... is it wrong to love to that level? ok to have your life revolve around somebody is rather drastic lah ... but ... i dunno ... i guess it's just me. i am a people person. i love being around pple. i cant bear loneliness.
this reminds me ... i had a conversation with a friend today who told me: "i feel alone in JC." ... i told that person it was a very valid emotion. in fact, i said: "i feel the same way sometimes too." ... remember my post a few days back abt getting to know everyone better? reflecting on what rau said on my tag board, it's true; it's damn sad how you've been together with these pple for like 8 mnths, and you only know them superficially. i look at myself in JC now and i realise how different i am ... i've changed so much i cannot understand why ... ah wells ... there's 4 more mnths ... still have time. :)
i had a conversation with rohana and viv today .. .i came to the conclusion that if i wanted to be totally honest with someone, we both must reach a level where we there's nothing we can keep from each other ... it takes ALOT. and it takes longer than a life time to get that ... but i believe it's possible ... what do you think?
pple: tag's been quiet! talk leh! dont be intimidated by dawn and rau! :P tell me what you think abt this post ... :)
i am going now ... ooh they're playing 'stan' by eminem ... this song is so old ... :) i love it :)
i wish you joy. i'm glad we're just friends. we stay here. :)
universal prayer
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