because i love you more than i can say,
if i could tell you, i would let you know - W.H Auden 'if i could tell you'

Kudos to rau for that poem! *hug* haha ... super super reflective of my mental state. :) i dunno to tell or not to tell ... wonder what the reaction would be ... maybe someone should tell for me ... but that's like no courage man ... haha :P

anyway ... GROUP IS OVER! i am super super relieved! :) and yet i am super super sad ... i've had so much fun working with H.S ... :) i dont really wanna stop here ... haha ... man ... i tells you ... when the curtains were closed for the final time over our projector screen ... i almost teared ... it was the best run ... EVER! and it was the only full run we had! :) i am happy we didnt over run! :)

so now ... we must face the dreadful duo ... haha ... alliteration ... :P i think it's gonna be good ... i dunno ... see what happens. :)

i'm gonna start on my journal now ... haha .. .so screwed!!! :P

i am gone. :)

i want to be free