love actually is all around :)
i realised today that i am not in love with someone ... but i am in love with the concept of being in love. i like love, the whole idea of it ... and loving and being loved in return. in the past 17 yrs of my life i have lived it being deluded with the whole love thing. but i must stress that i do care for people ... i genuinely want to care for everyone. and if i find a way to show it i will :) but i guess now i just need to be sure i'm no longer deluded. and one day i guess i'll find true true love ... i will find someone to love ... apart from the One who i already love fully. haha ... i dunno lah, if it's possible to say you love someone whole heartedly, and say the same thing to someone else ... how do you love with more than your heart? man ... movies trigger more thoughts ... whatever happened to my self imposed thinking hiatus? :P
you barely spoke to me today. figures ... guess you were too busy with everything else. i'll see you in my dreams tonight, and i will tell you it's not you i love, just so i can love the right person.
i've given up all hope on loving someone. just as long as that person know's they're loved is enough. maybe in another time and another place we can be together. but now, it is impossible and i will live my life. i will not stay crumbled on the ground.
anyways, i had lots of fun today. Rodrigo Santoro is HOT HOT HOT!!!! haha ... :) so is kiera knightly. haha ... :) she's flat yes, but none the less super duper chio. :) there was no booze though ... i guess we could have done better without it. if i was drunk, i'd have sprouted nonsense and not know i did ... haha ... man ... it's a blessing that i didnt drink. :) but i had so much so much fun ... :) wonderful time man ... :) glad you all liked the fish. :) unless you were just being nice ... haha ... then just tell me what was wrong with the fish ... :)
anyway, i dunno if i'm at that point, but i think i'm going through a crisis ... haha ... the person i love is someone i see almost too often for comfort. it hurts alot if i didnt keep everything in check ... haha ... someday ... someday that person will know.
i am genuinely sleepy now ... good night man ... :)
i was too lost in you
i realised today that i am not in love with someone ... but i am in love with the concept of being in love. i like love, the whole idea of it ... and loving and being loved in return. in the past 17 yrs of my life i have lived it being deluded with the whole love thing. but i must stress that i do care for people ... i genuinely want to care for everyone. and if i find a way to show it i will :) but i guess now i just need to be sure i'm no longer deluded. and one day i guess i'll find true true love ... i will find someone to love ... apart from the One who i already love fully. haha ... i dunno lah, if it's possible to say you love someone whole heartedly, and say the same thing to someone else ... how do you love with more than your heart? man ... movies trigger more thoughts ... whatever happened to my self imposed thinking hiatus? :P
you barely spoke to me today. figures ... guess you were too busy with everything else. i'll see you in my dreams tonight, and i will tell you it's not you i love, just so i can love the right person.
i've given up all hope on loving someone. just as long as that person know's they're loved is enough. maybe in another time and another place we can be together. but now, it is impossible and i will live my life. i will not stay crumbled on the ground.
anyways, i had lots of fun today. Rodrigo Santoro is HOT HOT HOT!!!! haha ... :) so is kiera knightly. haha ... :) she's flat yes, but none the less super duper chio. :) there was no booze though ... i guess we could have done better without it. if i was drunk, i'd have sprouted nonsense and not know i did ... haha ... man ... it's a blessing that i didnt drink. :) but i had so much so much fun ... :) wonderful time man ... :) glad you all liked the fish. :) unless you were just being nice ... haha ... then just tell me what was wrong with the fish ... :)
anyway, i dunno if i'm at that point, but i think i'm going through a crisis ... haha ... the person i love is someone i see almost too often for comfort. it hurts alot if i didnt keep everything in check ... haha ... someday ... someday that person will know.
i am genuinely sleepy now ... good night man ... :)
i was too lost in you
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