don't really feel like talking.

i think i'm going on a blog-hiatus for awhile. i dunno if i'll feel better if i blog about it, but i dont wanna dig up things that would make things worse so i wont say anything.

as usual, i guess i dunno why, but i'm just going to accept the fact that there's nothing i can do about it and leave it alone. even though honestly deep inside i'm uncomfortable with it.

no more laments. let's just wait til i break.

this weight on my shoulders gets heavy and harder to hold.