no mountain's too high.

i'm the kind of person who would rather be alone with one person who matters more, than be in a room full of people who mean little to me. i dont wanna rant. but i think i made some sort of mistake visiting today.

well, the nature of CNY is like this. for the initial 5 mins you are going around shaking hands, greeting the usual 'happy new year' and wearing your ultra plastic smiles. then after that you rot in front of the TV while people talk around you. or you sort of try to melt into the chair, and let everyone's conversations drown out into perfect, silent whispers, until someone tries to talk to you. then you are jolted out into the real world faced with some irritating relative whom you meet only once a year and they're asking you totally random stuff and you really only can smile and answer. well. what a world this is now that CNY has descended into this state.

but when i'm in the car with just the four of us, it's BLISS. one of the reasons why i love my family so much is that they are my refuge when i dont want to be among strangers. my mum, my dad, my bro are the only reasons why i really look forward to cny. coz we spend quality time in the car, singing cny songs and going way off key, and laughing it off coz it's just fun to be among each other. oh God, i am so blessed. :)

anyway, with cny holiday gone, and like, another 13 days of festivities to go, i think i might burn out. haha. am going to leave it all behind me now.

:P

anyway. i miss alot of people terribly ... this really sucks.

dont wanna name lah. but you all know who you are.

oh and people, thanx for tagging. keep goin'! :P

i dunno what else to say.

oh hell, good night.

dont let there be a whole in the world tomoro.