Dollied

now that it's over reality has set in and i am feeling a little down. i miss FOH. i miss Val, Sol, Gerard (Lackie, Val's hubby) all of the year 2 crew, lepak in the toilet, the photos, shazzy's running man, farah's camera, ana and my little 'shop' on circle 2, sarah's mugging during the show, michelle's star struck state which i thought i'd never see in front of tan kheng hua, yuhui bouncing around, viv and the camera, and helen, who i think has a wonderful model look going for her and should join a modeling agency.

oh boy, i miss those DOLLIES' BROLLYS!!! (or is it BROLLIES?)

i hope there will be a next year. :)

anyway, sat was a real treat, a refreshing new taste after boring econs notes. I have come to the conclusion that i need to practise pool more and play better CONSISTANTLY. Because i keep fouling up when not concentrating. luckily for me i do not want to take it seriously, if not i'd be more uptight than a tightly wound ball of string.

but it was beautiful. time well spent, and lovely to the very end. Sat was wondefully beautiful and emotional day, a day which i wont forget. i realised that the most beautiful times for me have been spent with the same groups of people consistantly, and i really think that's awesome. some of my favourite moments: (in no particular order)

1. jon's birthday. had only one *person* missing
2. sitting at Dawn's playground just hanging out til late @ night somewhere last year
3. Bus rides on 55 and the brief conversations with nene
4. Bus rides on 15 with ana, talking about strange strange things
5. Cheesecake cafe after college day. *sweet :)
6. Fish and Co treat this year with Dawn and Crystal coz i cut my hair and lost the bet
7. Conversations with corrie, turning my life around
8. staying late at night for slots, helping people out, doing random stuff
9. Studying (or attempting to) with raudee
10. walks to siglap with jon
11. Online convos with Dawn
12. Squishing my Shifu
13. GROUP!!!! :)
14. Pool at orchard where me an nene got thrashed by 2 minahs and a mat
15. Movies!!! :) *The Island, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory*

and so much more. i just cant write all of them out.

as you already can tell i am in a warm and fuzzy mood. i guess it's coz i need sleep, but oh well. :)

i want this year to end, but i dread leaving everyone and moving on with life.

let it go liting, let it go.

i'll stand by you.