Thursday, May 25, 2006

i just wanna sit and stare at you.

everyone knows i'm not one who's good at letting go. i mean, it's not easy for me to just 'get over it'. moving on is one thing; carrying the baggage is the scary thing.

well, which explains why i can say i'm ok after all that has happened. i am ok. just, tired and not thinking about it. and i've been threathened, which is not something i appreciate. it just makes moving on harder to do.

anyway.

here i am sneaking in a morning blog post in the office. i realised that mrt rides shouldnt be spent sleeping. they should be spent in observation of the strange demography of singapore. well, actually, i was reading 'the alchemist' and getting inspired.

(i hope my boss doesnt suddenly appear. yikes.)

'One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.'

if anything, reading 'the alchemist' has made me realised that life at it's very core is about the choices you make, the decisions you think through, and the consequences that come with it. that life is not exactly pre-determined. it is written so that man may make choices. i dont believe much in fate, but i do believe certain things are meant to be. but it's really about what you do with these things that were meant to happen that make up the very essence of life. so every person has a choice how his or her life turns out. there's no such thing as being born into something and being unable to change anything. when a person finds that out, it is like what the alchemist says: 'the whole universe conspires to help that person realise his dream'.

ok. you know, it's too early in the morning for deep reflections on life. i cant believe that within the last 2 waking hours i've come up with that deep revelation. i am such a sucker.

anyway, calling for FRONT OF HOUSE volunteers. newly appointed FOH manager seeks young and energetic persons to volunteer for CABARET FOH. please call if interested. :)

anyway. i should start work now. hope sotong is having fun in bangkok.

and i hope you're happy.

signing out! :)

hey there, lonely girl.

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