why are we fulfilling these downfalls and these prophecies?

it's funny, how i'm finding a little bit of a younger me in these 14 year olds. there is always a reason why people cross paths, and i think i have a lot to learn from these younger kids. i know i see life in a different perspective from them, because i guess i've matured, and they will get to where i am (ok, i hope at least not as screwed up.) but what they can really teach me is how to be without restrain. as adults, we become more and more old and wise, but so much more restrained and concious of our surroundings. we lose spontaniety. which is something i had very little of to begin with, but i'm discovering the beauty of it all over again.

i have much to relearn. i want to be a big kid, or a kidult. i refuse to grow up, but i want to be responsible. so. i wanna stay around my early 20s for as long as possible :)

i'm not too sure what this whole post has been about, but, well, i'm just typing at random.

i've been too out of sorts lately to think straight, so you can't blame me. this must have been the longest time i've been in the same rut. ARGH.

HELP.

too many things to distract me. which explains why my driving has gone down the drain. i almost almost ALMOST crashed into a car today. sigh. i just suddenly lost concentration. instructor was talking alot of shit lah. and i was really out of sorts by the end of the lesson. driving is stressful. i feel like giving up.

ok. i think i'll stop here before i sprout nonsense.

if i could tell the world just one thing it'll be, that we're all ok.