awful happens all the time, dont let it kill you

Jason Mraz - Hey Love

ba dah bum bum bum, ba dah buh da bum
ba da da dont fall out of bed
ba da bum bum dont fall out of bed
no not just yet

Stay, Hey love, where you going to?
You're not sleeping anymore, you're just trying to.
Hey, Stay love, where you running to?
Awful happens all the time, don't let it kill you.
I said easily with me I feel as fast as I can see..
Just afraid of all the horror stories I fall down on my knees.

Come away, come away
From all these things unheard
If a chosen word has got you cornered
Then it's a lesson learned
Like close the book before it burns you now

Come away, come away
From all these things unseen
At the price you paid I promise you won't believe anything they say
Belief will only disappoint you now
Well in case you never noticed the path you never chose has chosen you.
Dont be afraid to face and break it, your secrets safe
Dont be afriad to face and break it, your secret stays, stays, stayin

Hey, Hey Love, where ya goin, ya goin to?
Your not sleeping, your not sleeping here, no not
Hey Love, Hey Love, Hey Love,
where you running to?
Awful happens all the time, try not to let it kill you.

ba dah bum bum bum, ba duh bum bum

this is not one of those *dramatic lighting, violins in the background* 'She's gone! *wails, screams, sobs, bawls* kinda posts. it's one with hope. dawn's gone, but we'll all be ok. we know it :)

anyway. it's funny how these past few days have been like a whole total stress ride, and i've gotten through it, and, on top of that, found God in all of it all. amazing. maybe his presence in my life is more than i've ever acknowledged. but it is and it's a wonderful joy to know that things could have been worse, but it isnt. so i'm good to go. :)

basically, i dont really wanna bitch anymore, but i'll just move on and try my best at everything else. :)

in anycase, last night's comedy improv show was fantastic. i think comedy improv is the epitome of theatre, where it's all on the spot, with good energy, timing, great working relationships, and sensing of each other. remember the times back in TSD where we played all these 'sensing each other' games, and like, trying to reach the highest number without speaking at the same time. it's all about that, as well as knowing exactly what your partner is thinking, and thinking quickly on your feet. comedy improv is a really good way to train the theatrical mind, and it brings it all back down to the point of theatre itself; the art of performing. it's taking things back to basics, minus fancy lights, minus fancy costumes, minus spectacular sets, props and makeup. it's just 3 women in a lighted space, with some fantabulous piano tunes (stinky, i love you too.). and it's a refreshing feeling to finally watch some real theatre again. :) tis a beautiful world.

but of course, now i'm back in reality, leaving the theatre behind for awhile.

2 days ago i realised i was in the right industry, but in the wrong sector. i should be backstage, learning production and how to do it, and training my lighting and sounds skills. and i also figured, theatre may be the way to go, but music is my first love, and i'm ready to drop all of this to pursue it. in production of course :) i'm going to become a music producer like dr dre, or eminem or kanye or whoever. :)

stop dreaming. start believing. :)

ok i gotta go. world peace ya'll!

in case you never noticed the path you never chose has chosen you