you said we have nothing in common

this post is in italics. i am writing for pleasure.

it's funny, how simple things can bring you to mind. it's funny how there are so many songs i could sing to you, and i want to, but it'll never, ever work out. i'm too fickle, and i guess i'm not your type. you probably like to kiss and run, but i'm looking for commitment. which is the one flaw in the whole issue. we are not in any bits the same. except maybe in our star signs.

it's never hurt so much before. i mean, these feelings have always been there. you were always special. but i've never took it so bad. it's funny how there always seems to be only one person you really wanna be with, and yet, you can't, because it's just untouchable. funny how, it's only when you've parted that you start to miss what you can never have. how do you miss something that could've happened, but never will?

i tell myself i've given up, when the fact of the matter is i haven't. it's just, not that easy and fickle to let go of like that. it has to take time to heal, the hurt that i've caused myself and the scars will always be there, because i'll always remember you.

i just wanted you to know. one thing. i've found the perfect song.

Your Eyes - Rent

your eyes,
as we said our goodbyes
can't get them out of my mind,
and i find i can't hide
from your eyes,
the ones that took me by surprise,
the night you came into my life,
where there's moonlight,
i see your eyes.

how'd i let you slip away,
when i'm longing so to hold you
now i'd die for one more day
'cause there's something i should have told you
there's something i should have told you

when i looked into your eyes
why does distance make us wise?
you were the song all along
and before the song dies

i should tell you, i should tell you
i have always loved you
you can see it in my eyes.

oh lover, i'll cover you.