when nothing you can do can change my mind

i think its extremely interesting what people see in you that you dont see yourself. especially those that you find out and feel warm and fuzzy inside. and then you sit under covers and out of the rain that's pouring outside and think that life is worth living, even though you think it isn't.

i have suddenly decided that life is worth living again, because all i needed was a little boost, and i found it. :)

anyway. christmas is round the corner and other than the very obvious Jesus is born fact that would make me happy, i was wondering about the other things that make christmas special enough that people wait for months in anticipation for it. i guess i have some idea: in about a week everyone i love and care for will be back in Singapore, and there shall be wine, food and laughter everywhere. there will be the odd present or two (which reminds me. i need to go shopping.), the odd turkey or two, and the odd crazy hat or two. but you see, the important thing is that there will be more than 2 people to spend christmas with, and i'm really looking forward to being with people i love this year. :) time to break the cycle of spending christmas alone or with people i'm not familiar with.

(my writing's a little disjointed. i'm a little afraid that i've lost my voice.)

anyway, 2008 looks set to be an exciting blast and i'm waiting for it to come so i can enjoy it. i look back at all the work i've done and i realise that next year may be the best one yet, because i will really be doing what i want to do. i may not make any money, but the experiences and the whole idea of mounting this is making me feel all buzzed up and ready to go. :)

so here's to 2008, a few weeks too early. :P

that's when i love you