Napoleon Bonaparte rawks ... :) *yeah right!

i'm sitting in the library in VJ doing my History essay now ... clearly i'm distracted because i'm blogging ... hehe ... :) anyway i just saw "she who shall not be named" here and she walked out when i came in. hmm ... now she's sitting next to me ... i dunno what to do ... dang ... ok ... i hope she doesnt turn over and look at what i'm writing ... i dont really wanna hurt her ... but i'm being hypocritical lah ... damn it i'm bad ... but i dunno ... sighs ...

anyway ... i just got my project work grouping ... and i'm in a pretty cool group. i mean ... at leasti think i can work with them lah ... no hard feelings between all of us. i'll tell you one thing ... i think i've got my mono ... think it'll be "coffin is too big for the hole" by Kuo Pao Kun. He's such a brilliant writer! i love his plays ... i shall read more. :)

i've got lotsa work to do, but no time to do it ... hope my life right now is being lived for HIm ... i mean ... i'm gonna try and fast later ... so then at least i know i've spent time with Him today and we'll both be happy ... :) anyway, last night i came to the realization that the WeiJun i know, is not WeiJun, but Johnathan. That's the character he's playing on Easter. it hit me quite hard. i feel like i hardly know him anymore. and it's like my relationship with him is not quite there. and sometimes, little things he says whne he's joking, they hurt ... and i dun undastand why he says them ... he's not that bad i suppose, but still ... sighs ...

ok ... i'll be getting back to my essay soon as i finish this. i think Jene's in a rough patch now ... not that i have to worry, coz she's in God's hands, but i really hope she'll be ok ... i dont want to see her break down ... Jene if you're reading this, i love ya gal ... take care yeah? i'll see you around ...

ok ... Napoleon here i come ...

come take me home