Monday, July 12, 2004

suddenly i find myself in love again ...

bwhaha ... Public P is over! yeah! =) i tell you ... it's been a LOOOOOOOOOOOG weekend ... here's an overview ...

Friday: had skool ... Liew let us skip GP ... yeah! so greatful! =) then i had to go help crew/setup/etc etc etc for everyone else ... it was good ... i felt the sudden exhileration (however you spell that) of crewing again ... i love it man ... nothing can be more fulfilling ... =) i'm GONNA MISS crewing man ... sighs ... Korr started showing signs of being sick already ... we all urged her again and again to relax ... but ... the wind blew our words away ... there was no swop, but Guns and butter were great ... i loved it!

i suddenly found myself beaming ... i saw you and i wanted to smile, hoping you'd see me in the crowd. it's funny. you looked really good

don't ask ... just keep reading on ...

Saturday: had chinese listening ... it was quite cool ... esp. when the DJ dedicated a highly interesting and cool version of Pachabel's Cannon ... it rocks man ... but the voices were really high pitched ... for a boy's choir! ha! then we went charity busking ... that was quite a disaster, but it's behind me ... i never want to do anything like this without proper prac ever again ... Korr: want to start an official band? as in we just come together and jam lah ... hehe ... then we can look for gigs to play in ... Dongum already gave us a name ... hehe (Familiar People) ... so how?
then Public P at night ... Nicole was slotted in at the last minute which caused me quite abit of stress ... the thing that took the cake was group ... i tell you, it must have been one of the best runs ... and we year ones did it for ourselves ... i'm just glad my crewing with group is over ... missed doing music for nigel's second run ... i really really feel bad abt that ... luckily for dongum ... who covered for me ... *thank you dong!!!!!* oh well ... anyway, the 'highlight' of the night has got to be Korr collasping ... damn i tell you i was scared out of my wits ... cause when azilah passed away 3 years ago, it happened like this too ... she just collasped and then that was it ... i was so afraid of history repeating itself ... and it hurt so bad when i had to go crew for group ... i cried ... but i managed to keep the tears in ... but in my mind i couldnt stop thinking abt what had happened ... really wasnt in the mood to crew

*korr: sorry i didnt msg you the whole of sunday ... i didnt want to disturb you ... anyway, i'm glad you're back and feeling better now ... *hugs**

anyway, it was really great ... got home at abt 1130 ...

sunday: woke up at 7 ... had to go to church by 8 ... got to church at 815 ... haha ... what's new ... sighs ... but i was exhausted and worn out ... felt like i was going to collaspe ... had to read poetry in front of the whole congregation some more ... i was shaking and shaking i couldnt stop to calm myself down ... gosh ... stage fright in it's extreme ... ah well ...
went to send ah kok off at the airport ... had lunch with church pple ... it was youth sunday so we all had the same t-shirts on ... how groupie ... anyway ... there was a 'red sea' in terminal one lah ... full of Church people on their red youthmin shirts seeing ah kok off ... he's going for good ... i am very sad ... sighs ...
then i had public p ... so rushed back to school for slot ... was late lah, but ended up not having slot coz the ava was locked ... anyway, helped michelle (A52) do the screen for moses ... we all helped out lah ... it was quite fun! haha ... lynn stepped on the paint cap ... had to 'save' (bwaha!) her with a bottle of thinner and cotton swabs ... haha ... i thought that was really funny ... then there was the whole frenzy of getting all the sm stuff ready ... didnt finish until 715 ... lucky for me, the night stated late ... anyway, loved crewing man ... the ONE piece i will never forget and will really miss is Calin and Daphne's piece ... i am going to miss crewing for them ... it was the most fun/most cool/most impactful piece of all the stuff i did for the I/Ss ... Nigel's was the best too! yeah! i miss crewing for them already ... got home at 1130 again ... and plonked into bed not knowing if i was going to school the next morning or not ... but i couldnt sleep ...

you were haunting my sleep ... i couldnt get you out of my head ...

i must have had only 3-4 hours of sleep ... sighs ...

Monday: ended up in school anyway ... sighs ... struggled to keep awake ... managed to screw my chinese orals pretty bad ... and started having doubts about TSD ... yeah ... basically, i should be studying now, but i'm not which is bad ... i still need to read ' the iceman cometh' ... i feel like i'm gonna screw my life again ... got news that seniors will slowy start to disappear ... am really sad that i wont be seeing some of the seniors around soon ... sighs ... it hurts already just thinking about it ... the workshop is a mess ... ah well ... i will clean it ... i WILL ... now, i'll just go do some random stuff ... then i'll see how lah ... will sleep soon ... sighs ...

kk ... i'm goin lah ... my taggie's kinda quiet ... tag people tag!!! =)

unclench your fists and unpack your suitcase

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