i'm the playa who will fight for ya

i went to esplanade library yesterday and borrowed this book abt hip hop history ... it's damn cool ... but i made an interesting observation: all the women in hiphop, with small exceptions, are BIG ... hehe ... BIG is BEAOOOTIFUUL ... so encouraged ... i just wrote a rap ... written for a song Calin wrote ... gosh i can't wait to hear the product ... also wrote something else ... abt pimpin and playin' ... haha ... from a male perspective though ... i find it easier to write that way ...

don't worry ... i'm clear abt my sexuality

ah well ... i love hip hop man ... wanna see the lyrics for the rap i wrote? i extended it lah ... gave the shorter version first ... then decided to end it properly ... ok ... here it is:

baby girl
there's no one else in the world,
and if my time was up i would be incomplete without ya.
cause i wanna hold your hand,
i know it's simple and true,
and think of sweet little nothings just to say to you.
i know sometimes it gets hard being cold and alone,
but if you let me i will show you i can fight the cold,
coz you's my girl; i'm the playa who will fight for ya,
there aint no one else who these words will ever go out ta
listen,
i wanna drive you in my 24-inch rims,
give you diamonds and all of those things.
And no one else ever swim in the same sheets,
Cause you’s the one I see in my dreams.
Girl …

told you it's easier to write in this perspective ... abt love as you can see ... ah well ... i am a love sick puppy ... hehe ... been really into hiphop since i was really young ... i love black culture ... and i really respect it coz it's something deep in history ... i love HipHop ... it's that simple ... =) just too bad i cannot break ... wait ... i can ... break my bones that is ... hehe ... if i could i wanna break dance ... it's cool ... it's like the essence of hip hop ... the very thing hiphop evolved from ... ok ok .. .enuf abt that ...

i so need to study ... i'm wasting my life away man ... argh ... tomoro's target ... read and understand econs ... although i much rather start with history ... argh ... see how lah ... =) need motivation to study ... quick ... motivate me ... argh ... =P
ok ... i will start ... like now ... or should i sleep first and wake up early tomoro? think the latter is better ... or as dong would put it ... beta ... hehe ... miss you larz dong dong ... haha ... that sounded scandalous ... *oh no!* =)

anyway ... been playin lotsa pool again ... i will never get sick of that game man ... haha ... ok larz ... sometime got overkill ... but bridge wont have over kill ones ... haha ... official TSD game man ... i only learnt it recently and i'm like so hooked ... haha ... =)

workshop clean up was good today ... like the workshop's kinda cleaner now ... i mopped the costume room twice ... and the studio once ... haha ... thnx to all those who came man ... you guys are great ...

corrie: i really appreciate all that you're doing for me ... and you've really been a support that was really unexpected ... thanx for the help ... and as your name spelled backward reads out as 'i rock' (eirroc) ... you rock girl! we go jammin again sometime yeah ... =)

to you know who: got some thoughts ... i was just thinking that maybe we both remind each other too much of what we were like before / still am and so it's like it's damn painful for the both of us ... what do you think? drop me a msg the best way you deem fit ...

stinky: heyo ... sorry ... been really busy ... am gonna be buried in books soon ... i hope to meet up, but i dunno when ... love ya girl ... =) *long huggie*

ok world ... bye bye lah ... =P i must go now ...

come take me home