so you thought i was rigid? maybe i am ... but you never knew me.

hello leedle pples ...

i have finished reading 'iceman' ... now i must plough through doing my essay ... gosh ... it's like really difficult getting through it ... sighs ... especially in the mood i am now ... damn hard ...

anyway ... that really depressing, really angsty post few days ago was really just to let go steam lah ... it's a good reflection of my feelings now ... but it can only say so much ... i dont want to change ... i want to stay the same for everyone who knew know and will know me ... idealistic huh? but that's just me ... ok ... depending on my mood i can be very pessimistic too ... but i dont suppose those 2 were 2 sides of the same coin? i dunno ... arh well ...

to human being: hello ... just a shout out to you in case you read this ... haha ... :) question: for you, where do you draw the line when you need to be honest? when does the use of euphemisms become necessary?

ok ok ... i need to go really ... i just blogged out thoughts that came to my mind lah ... haha ... iceman will be handed in tomoro ... and i will at least look at history ... btw ... i will try to do DnF essay and chaucer on time too ... i hope ... let's see wat happens lah ...

some msgs:

korr: hey hey ... i think we need to start on duos soon!!!! love you babes ... :) take care! *hugz*

Dong: eh brudder ... take care of yourself k? see you soon ... :)

Stinky: nuthing much ... just: love you man! *long long long hug* will talk to you when i need to ... :)

mizu: hey man ... love you too ... take care ... :) *hugz*

Cal: you looked cute on tv ... hehe ... :) so funny!!! thnx anyway ... i've vowed to get over it ... love will not affect so much anymore ...

mich (ex-KC): ok ... i need to say that i think i'm not ready yet ... i need some space ... i appreciate all you've done for me recently, but nothing's gonna be that same and i need to deal with that ... sorry k ...

human being: the above msg to mich is not for you ... please do not be mistaken ... anyhow ... hehe ... :) hello again ... take care and God bless ... :)

to everyone: tag me tag me!!!!! :)

hope dangles on a string

you should be mine across that line