though it's not easy to tell you goodbye.

results tomoro. i am not thrilled. sigh. E. monos all over again.

i keep thinking of when i got my mono results. E. nobody knew so no one came to comfort me. and i was nursing that stupid ankle of mine. i could have cried but i didnt. i think that was part of the numbing process. so we shall see what happens tomoro. argh.

anyway, was on the train the other day and i realized how much i liked entering the mrt underground tunnels. they're really cool. if you stand in front of the door anf look out at the black as it slowly engulfs you, it feels like you're going into a giant's mouth. and then you see your invisible friend. you wave and she waves back. you adjust your uniform and she does the same. you look at your hair and neaten it, just as she does the same thing simultaneously. and for that short period of time the world seems like a long long long black tunnel, and you've got a friend to be with you. and you're not lonely anymore. i like MRT train tunnels. they make me think. :)

didnt see someone today. quite sad. but at least i wasnt distracted. school is useless now. i should start ponning.

i must go and anticipate the coming of tomoro. got chinese to do and euro nationalism to digest. see you all around.

i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly