Christmas in the city.

tomoro it is christmas day, the day the greatest gift was given. the day all men could find salvation. what the hell am i doing in my room on christmas eve?

i really dont feel like blogging.

maybe it's this emptiness in my heart right now. maybe it's this sense of loss, this hopelessness i've been feeling for some time. christmas shouldnt be like this!

well.

on the brighter side, i went out FINALLY with my girl Vane today. and bumped into so MANY people. like i was having some pre christmas reunion or something. i felt damn bad also .. .coz i made vane walk around with me ... then we both didnt quite enjoy the movie. i just sometimes wished you know, going out with me wldnt have been such a drag. ocean's 12 wasnt as good as ocean's 11. i dunno lah. feeling quite off today ...

and why in the world does the whole world, (well ok, not whole world, but alot of people in this world) think we are together?????? *puzzled*

i'll let you think what you wanna.

feeling off so will switch off.

i'm dreaming of a white christmas.