the road less travelled

you could say i'm back. but oh well. i guess i have to pop by once or twice to see how everything's going. :)

so hello world. :)

i have missed you. well, mebbe not.

at least, well, now i'm back from outer space.

but i walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face.

there's only one thing that worries me alot right now. my IS. how i've been wasting all this time and not been doing anything remotely productive. help. it's in a bloody mess. and i could kill myself.

ok i shall not pull a raudhah and pretend to be a whiney teenager's blog.

i think i am innately either too helpful or too irritating. i always seem to find the wrong time to do or say the wrong things. is it just me? is it just coz i dun really know how to put my concern across? or should i just straighten up and be apathetic? it's this utter indecisiveness too that gets to me. sometimes i really don't know when to say what. and the helplessness, it's just so painful.

and anyway. bah humbug. it is over once i'm done with this post. note to self: talk less, listen more, think carefully.

i have been in a big band craze for sometime, but at this point in time, i have one favourite song. here are the lyrics. :) you'll see why i love it. :)

Honest Questions - Daniel Bedingfield

Can you see?
The honest questions in my heart this hour,
opening like a flower,
to the rain.

And do you know the silent sorrows of
a never ending journey
through the pain?

do you see a brighter day for me
another day
a day,
do you wonder what's in store for me
the cure for me,
the way.

oh look down, and see the tears i've cried,
the lives i've lived and the deaths i've died.
you died them too,
and all for me ...

You said,
I will pour the water down
upon a thirsty barren land
and streams will flow from the dust of
your bruised and broken soul
and you will grow like the grass
upon the fertile plains of asia
by the streams of living water
you will grow

Do you know?
my story from the start and do you know me?
like you've always told me
do you see?

the whispers in my heart against your kindness,
my eternal blindness,
do you see?

do you see a brighter day for me
another day
a day,
do you wonder what's in store for me
the cure for me,
the way.

oh look down, and see the tears i've cried,
the lives i've lived and the deaths i've died.
you died them too,
and all for me ...

You said,
I will pour the water down
upon a thirsty barren land
and streams will flow from the dust of
your bruised and broken soul
and you will grow like the grass
upon the fertile plains of asia
by the streams of living water
you will grow

you will grow.

i love you world. i really do :)

i've got the 3 most beautiful people on earth on my handphone wall paper.

without them, life would seem less fun.

rau, ana, nene.

bimblets! :)

we'll get through IS together :) even if it kills us :P we'll get through it.

you mean happiness to me.

:)

*group hug*

bwahaha.

i've learnt the greatest thing on earth.

suddenly my life doesnt seem such a waste.

bye bye world :)