another remedy for Khruschev and Kennedy

everytime i try to blog i don't know what i want to say. It's like i hit a mental block and in the end i decide i shall not say anything. then there are times like these, when i just feel like talking lah. haha.

this is starting out angsty.

anyway, did i mention that Queen is my new favourite band? and Freddy Mecury is really one of the greatest rock legends to have ever lived. Bohemian Rhapsody has got to be one of rock's greatest hits. in short, i sort of wished i was born in the Queen era. but well, i guess their music has become timeless, and so, i can still enjoy it now. I REALLY LOVE QUEEN.

i met up with val on thurs (i love ya girl) and i think it was one of the best days i've had in a long time. it did start off a little rough and i felt a little lost coming back to school and all. It hit me that somehow, being in a roomful of people is more alone than staying at home by myself. anyway, that's not the point. Point is, i really love my best friend, and holding that stack of pla-cards for you and seeing you smile when you read 'To me, You're Perfect' really made my day. i sensed that in some ways i think we've both changed. I was a little more distracted, a little less capable of engaging in the conversation, and you did seem a little shaken and well, just not quite your usual self. but i guess it all didnt matter (well, not to me at least) because in our periods of silences, i felt a comfort that surpassed all the anxiety and insecurity that plagues me sometimes. there's something calming and reassuring in the presence of a best friend. something i would trade almost anything to have again. i once told corrie about my love for my best friend.

corrie] says:
whats your definition of bestfriendship
corrie] says:
(sorry i know v random hahah but have been thinking about things)
we're one and the same just like water says:
my bestfriend and i share something that is too beautiful to explain.
we're one and the same just like water says:
basically, she's the one i never feel uncomfortable with.
corrie] says:
wow.
corrie] says:
okay
we're one and the same just like water says:
i can tell her ANYTHING and know she wont judge me.

Did i mention that i love my bestfriend? oh yes. I did. :)

and each night i thank God for sending you to me. :)

anyway nice Queen song for you here! :)

Queen - You're My Best Friend

Ooh you make me live
Whatever this world can give to me,
It's you, you're all I see
Ooh you make me live now honey
Ooh you make me live

Oh you're the best friend that I ever had,
I've been with you such a long time
You're my sunshine and I want you to know
That my feelings are true, I really love you
Oh you're my best friend

Ooh you make me live
Ooh I've been wandering round, but I still come back to you
In rain or shine, you've stood by me girl
I'm happy at home, you're my best friend

Ooh you make me live
Whenever this world is cruel to me, I got you to help me forgive
Ooh you make me live now honey, Ooh you make me live

Oh you're the first one, when things turn out bad
You know I'll never be lonely, you're my only one
And I love the things, I really love the things that you do
Oh you're my best friend

Ooh you make me live
I'm happy at home, You're my best friend
Oh oh you're my best friend

Ooh you make me live
Ooh you're my best friend

haha. literally huh? :) i love you stinky.

ok moving on. i think i better end here before i turn to mush. :)

good night.

measure in love, Seasons of Love