i dont wanna wake

ok. hello people. let's just drop the whole thing ok. it was a small thing. and i'm not angry, and neither should you all be with each other. the fault is mine. maybe i really shouldnt have told you all, then you wouldnt be in the position you all are in now. and i appreciate that you all cover up for me. thanks. i really feel much better knowing that. stop feeling bad, coz it's alright.

dont do something stupid.

and by that, i really mean, dont turn on someone from out of nowhere, coz the effects last a long time. i should know. i've been through it.

moving on with life.

i'm afraid to ask for help. because i dont know when your patience will run thin.

i'm through with you, and your sunday friendship.

maybe i just wanted you to be there fof me, like how i've been for you.

and maybe, like you've said before, i like being the matyr. well. being that helps me to live. makes me think that i could be a better person.

is this directed at you? yes.

irony is, many people will ask me if it's directed at them. all of them, except you. and this is not to those people.

dont come down.