stranger things have happened both before and after noon.

i've been resisting the urge to blog, because when you feel horrible, blogging's just not the best thing to do. you tend to wallow, and then it's harder to pick yourself up. it's always easier to not be involved in your own (or anyone else's for that matter) emotions, then you tend to move along much easier.

and so here i am, and when everything is wrong, i've moved along. in the words of the all american rejects. :)

i suppose when you finally decide to update the blog, and you, dear reader, have come for an update of liting's less-than-normal life, you want to hear about what i did these past few days when i havent updated. so here's a quick over view.

Wed, 30th August - Went to School, had school, went home.
Thurs, 31th August - Went to School, had school, went home.
Fri, 1st September - Went to School, skipped lecture, went out, went home.
Sat, 2nd September - stayed home all day, wallowed in self pity.
Sun, 3rd September - Went to church, went to hang, went home.
Mon, 4th September - Went on secret covert operation, went to stinky's, went home.

are you bored yet?

Dear reader, this is my take on blogs that tell you in detail what the owner has done the entire day. but i'm not going to lash out. people have the right to blog however they want to. i'm just appealing for something a little more interesting, like how the bus ride made you feel, or at least, if you enjoyed your mcspicy double with med coke and fries. i'm thankful that i have friends who are credible, and interesting bloggers. i mean, for me that's what i think a blog should be. a collection of YOUR writings. not a log of what you've done that day. you're not a robot. you dont need to print out a log of your activities.

ok enough ranting about blogging. lest i offend somebody.

i miss TSD. have i mentioned that? it's ironic, but i'm not having fun in NUS TS. for reasons that a snobbish, personal and i dont think it right to pen them down. maybe it's coz i'm looking for a community spirit which we had in VJ, which i will NEVER find in the four walls that enclose the Kent Ridge Guild house aerobic studio. it's a fatal combination of not being able to get to know my pratical group mates better, my attitude and the whole wanting to be alone. i'm ready to admit, that i do have a problem with my attitude. and i tend to look down on people. which i shall do no longer.

you know, the thing is, it can't really be counted as looking down also. coz like, it's just, ok i explain then you all decide ok. basically. (and i stress, it's only ONE incident. i'm not usually snobbish in class. i am a nice person. really. hopefully..) my practical group has about 20 odd people. so we were doing this activity, where you're supposed to jump together and land at the same time, in total unison with the rest of the group. there's this one person in the group, i think she's had like years of experience with drama club right. and well, i must say, she's a natural leader. while i respect her for that, that's also the problem. at this stage the group doesnt need a leader. it needs to bond, so that we can SENSE. basically the whole sensing exercise became a 'follow her, she'll lead us into jumping together' session. and well. HELLO! you've missed the ENTIRE POINT OF THE EXERCISE. i was quite pissed. with her, for one, and myself. for going along with the whole thing for purposes of working as a team. i guess you gotta make sacrifices sometimes.

i want to get into the serious stuff. ARGH.

ok ok. not that what we're doing is not serious now. maybe i'm just trying to rush into things. once again, i miss TSD.

so anyway. i better be off. gotta go see if there's anything to do.

watch me as i gravitate.