living in between time and space.

been feeling like life is in limbo these past few days. i havent done much of my work and i am still here blogging. but it really doesnt matter to me that i havent done my work. i want to waste my life away anyway. :P

ok the truth of the matter is. i havent been myself lately. i am noticing it by myself. alot of things i do these days are not characteristic of me at all. i am getting stressed, i want to leave this world for awhile and i want to go back into the finer recesses of my brain and find who i really am: a Child of God. a lot of the things causing all the shit in my brain and all the unhappiness and all the funny peripheral stuff is largely spiritual. so am sorry if i havent been nice to you or responsive.

'i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell.'

at the moment.

but anyway. today i declare it a good day because i ponned econs to meet calin. and i missed her so much! she liked the t-shirt! :) yay! am so very miraculously happy. :) was great to meet cal today! must come back more often then we can talk more too!!!

ok. i am like. high at this very point in time.

well. single song lyrics having passing through my head recently. it's like i have a jukebox in my head that plays my favourite lyrics. and i am plotting something, and getting more ideas on what to plot. haha :P yay! only 2 people ( i think!) know what i am plotting. not because i told them, but because haha ... it's a secret at the moment!!! :D but PLEASE SEND ME OR BURN ON CD FOR ME ALL THE PICTURES OF A52 THAT YOU HAVE.

THANK YOU!

a little sneak peak into my brain:

'just turn around, i'll be 2 steps behind ...'
'that's not the shape of my heart.'
'shucks i got econs and greeks to do. jlfiuriurgl;ruf;ksdn;uof ...'

haha ok i am just crappin'. chillio!

aint no sunshine.