out! damned spot!

firstly, gala night and public p have been utterly brilliant. :) i'm lovin' it.

and i've figured out why i've been so down. and feeling off. :) so after this PERIOD, i'll feel better. :)

anyway: big shout out to REICHEN of RODEO of VOLLYWOOD 2005. orientation is over, but i hope you'll not forget the time we've spent together. :)

it's really late now, i'm tired but i dont wanna sleep. in fact, as of now i'm having dinner.

and it's difficult to chew and swallow. i'm worried about some people.

i know i shldnt worry, since there's nothing much i can do. but i still will. well. all i can do is pray i suppose.

why is something bad happening to all the people i love? this really sux big time.

this will sound so weird: but i wished something bad happened to me too. haha.

ok no. that's not a good thing to wish for. i unwish it. i wished my friends will feel better soon.

i need to start getting down to serious work. i shall pray about it and will myself to do it. WILL.

anyway, today i discovered i cant hold my bladder for too long anymore. it's a good thing i suppose. then i'll go toilet more often. :P

well. let's get off the subject.

ana you were brilliant tonight. :)

it's so cool. and i never thought i'd ever see brandon or esmonde half naked, but tonight my eyes were opened. :P

which reminds me. ana and rashez: he's NOT hot.

ok. i am going to stop posting in about 5 seconds.

ok that's it. i'm gone.

locked up they cant get me out.