the other life
i remember rohana saying something about our lives revolving around theatre. It certainly has these past 2 weeks, given that i am so used to going to school and doing my theatre everyday that when i woke up today and didnt have to go to school, it felt weird. i mean, i felt so directionless. i guess this is the feeling rohana was talking about. i sure as hell wldnt mind having my life revolve around the very thing i go to school for. Theatre.
i feel like i have accomplished so much, yet it is so little.
i have reached that stage in life where i want to make theatre the thing i do everyday. i know for sure that i wont settle for anything less than a career in theatre. anything to do with theatre is fine, even if i have to work my way up from the bottom. :)
when you really love something, you'll take it to the limit. :)
well, here's an update on significant things that have been happening:
the exam run for my sound piece was near perfect, save for one botched up sound cue, which i tried to save my ass from, but i dont know if i did. so now i await my results. i cant say i am not expecting an A, but then again there is reality to face. i want my A, i need it too. I know this is something i am truly passionate about. sound. i am biased, but there is no one other skill which would satisfy me more. :) i guess the grade doesnt really matter, but i wont deny i have expectations. haha. oh hell, just let me be honest and tell you i REALLY WANT THAT A.
thurs we were gathered on the slope near the PT and talking about the whole TSD situation in general. some people think the teachers are biased, yet others believe they are not. some feel like they've been neglected, while others feel the teachers were tremendous help. i admit that i stand on the teacher's side, though no doubt, some of these things are true. and i wont try to defend them. at the end of the day i guess it's what you make of it that really matters. if you feel a certain way about something, then i guess unless you try and find some way around it, or just live on, you'll be forever bitter about it. i mean, there really is nothing we can do about it.
but then again there is that issue of popularity. i agree that on tues, the way things went, with very little people watching and all, it would have been super demoralising. i watched as many as i could, but i kept getting dragged out for music fest auditions (we didnt get in btw) and so i missed vane's performance. To tell you the truth, i feel SUPER bad. and i almost wanted to hate shaun for dragging me to auditions. (NO I DON'T hate him. it's over i'm not angry anymore) i am truly sorry for missing that performance. well, there are the few exceptions in TSD that still make it wonderful :) you guys know who you are. :)
btw, there are 4 beautiful people on my handphone wall paper now :)
ok time is kinda running out and i have MANY essays due.
shall go and do them. :)
tomoro is Easter Sunday. PRAISE GOD! :)
ok bye bye :P
everything was done so you would come.
i remember rohana saying something about our lives revolving around theatre. It certainly has these past 2 weeks, given that i am so used to going to school and doing my theatre everyday that when i woke up today and didnt have to go to school, it felt weird. i mean, i felt so directionless. i guess this is the feeling rohana was talking about. i sure as hell wldnt mind having my life revolve around the very thing i go to school for. Theatre.
i feel like i have accomplished so much, yet it is so little.
i have reached that stage in life where i want to make theatre the thing i do everyday. i know for sure that i wont settle for anything less than a career in theatre. anything to do with theatre is fine, even if i have to work my way up from the bottom. :)
when you really love something, you'll take it to the limit. :)
well, here's an update on significant things that have been happening:
the exam run for my sound piece was near perfect, save for one botched up sound cue, which i tried to save my ass from, but i dont know if i did. so now i await my results. i cant say i am not expecting an A, but then again there is reality to face. i want my A, i need it too. I know this is something i am truly passionate about. sound. i am biased, but there is no one other skill which would satisfy me more. :) i guess the grade doesnt really matter, but i wont deny i have expectations. haha. oh hell, just let me be honest and tell you i REALLY WANT THAT A.
thurs we were gathered on the slope near the PT and talking about the whole TSD situation in general. some people think the teachers are biased, yet others believe they are not. some feel like they've been neglected, while others feel the teachers were tremendous help. i admit that i stand on the teacher's side, though no doubt, some of these things are true. and i wont try to defend them. at the end of the day i guess it's what you make of it that really matters. if you feel a certain way about something, then i guess unless you try and find some way around it, or just live on, you'll be forever bitter about it. i mean, there really is nothing we can do about it.
but then again there is that issue of popularity. i agree that on tues, the way things went, with very little people watching and all, it would have been super demoralising. i watched as many as i could, but i kept getting dragged out for music fest auditions (we didnt get in btw) and so i missed vane's performance. To tell you the truth, i feel SUPER bad. and i almost wanted to hate shaun for dragging me to auditions. (NO I DON'T hate him. it's over i'm not angry anymore) i am truly sorry for missing that performance. well, there are the few exceptions in TSD that still make it wonderful :) you guys know who you are. :)
btw, there are 4 beautiful people on my handphone wall paper now :)
ok time is kinda running out and i have MANY essays due.
shall go and do them. :)
tomoro is Easter Sunday. PRAISE GOD! :)
ok bye bye :P
everything was done so you would come.
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