enjoy it.

i just watched eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, which is one of the most mind blowing movies i've ever watched. to say it's a good movie is an understatement. simply put, i loved it. :)

anyway. now that A level practs are taking place, i feel directionless now that mine are over. done, for good. i wanna cry sometimes. like after group. it was a little too hard to take. knowing that i wldnt be doing much acting after that really hit me. well, not quite, considering i'm still not accepting the fact that it's over. as ana puts it: i'm in denial.

i suppose i should have been ready for this day. when the magic ends, and i have to sort out my life again. these next few days are going to be filled with senseless hedonism, before i plunge neck deep into notes, books and all sorts of files and papers, all in preparation for the big A, of which i only have 3.6 subjects left to worry about. but let's look short term shall we? there're the block tests, which i am most definately NOT looking forward to. then there's prelims, and then there's A levels.

it's dangerously close and i havent started. gosh.

well anyway, let these days of hedonism live on until the end of this week. i shall find my inner mugger soon. i SHALL.

even if i have to force myself.

and just for old times' sake,

'we used to be so free, we were living for the love we had, living not for reality.'
- Just my imagination, The Cranberries.

but it was a reality. for some of us at least.

time to go. 2 more days left.

i like to hit the town on friday night.