i'll only fly away.

tomoro is a big day, but i feel utterly small. i woke up this morning and i said to myself, you dont have much mornings like this left anymore. i've been relatively injury free these few months, and since the start of this year i dont remember getting into any major accident. which is good.

the next time i come home, i wont be walking. that's enuf' said.

it scares me. i'll admit that i'm freaked. i'm not sure what the scarring will be like, but i'm hoping it's not going to be too bad. well the doc says he's not cutting me up so it'll probably only be 2 little dots. which is a good thing :)

i'm not really in the blogging mood as of now because i'm unusually lost for words. i dont have much to say really because i've effectively stopped myself from thinking too much. which is a good thing :)

so yeah. i'm going off and leaving this alone for awhile. i look forward to my next update :)

your golden wings