Tuesday, December 27, 2005

title: ms tan

yes. you are now speaking to the newest ting (PUN!) to hit CHIJ Katong Convent. I am a teacher.

*cue laughter*

omgosh. i so CANNOT imagine this.

and looking at all the stuff i need to know, i'm about to go mad. it's like school all over again. and i'm beginning to regret all that i did to my teachers in school, because i hope i dont get a taste of my own medicene.

the job hasnt even begun and i am already sorta afraid. GAH. but i keep telling myself that the only thing i can do is step out in faith. really. what else could i possibly do?? because i think i'll make it, coz God's got my back.

it is still daunting though. SIGH.

well. let's take a look back lah. and not contemplate the future for awhile.

song stuck in my head now: '5 hour phone conversations, and the best soy latte that you ever had, and me.'

i am really really blessed. i'm just happy we have so much to talk about. :)

the past few days have been really shitty though. it's been a tough christmas. and i sorta guess it's coz my whole focus this christmas was totally off. i'm totally caught between doing what's right, and doing what i think i should do. cryptic, yes, which is totally the point. but the thing is i'm just confused and totally not sure what to do. OH WELL. move on with life i suppose and let the whole thing sort itself out.

i know now that i need a shift of focus to continue living. it's all about the Big G. :)

i'm hopeful for today. He'll make a way. :)

as the year draws to an end, i look back and reminisce about how long, and yet, how quickly this year has gone by. right now everything is coming to an end and i'm actually thinking it's been a pretty good year. it's ending now on a VERY good note i think. :) people have come into my life, people have gone away, and of course, you regret that, but hey, i cant keep everyone around me can i? :)

so this has been a pretty good year. and i guess God has more plans for the years ahead. must keep in focus. :) i am totally excited. for once :)

and you know what?

i'm sure the year ahead is gonna be DAMNED ASS GOOD :)

dance in the light of day

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