nobody said it was easy

i feel like it's the end of a chapter of my life, an era that was great while it lasted. today i felt like i would never share the stage with you ever again, and all we did would suddenly come to an abrupt, inconvenient end, when the truth is we're just getting started.

i'm hurting, even though i dont know how to tell you so maybe you can make it right.

one year ago, we were this:



right now i dont know when we'll ever do this again. but it was great, while it lasted huh? :) at least we did as much nonsense as we could while it lasted. down the road, we'll see how it all goes, because i'm sad, but hopeful, that IMPERFECT ORIGINAL will be back some day, when i can get over being angry with you for quirks i used to be able to live with. i guess that's why it's about acceptance: faults and all. and love can conquer it all, because you learn to ignore, or you learn to accept. live and learn, as they say. well.

i'm pensive. hopeful, dreaming of something possible in the future, something on it's way. i guess when "drops of Jupiter" became our song, it was like a prophecy: that you would go on your journey, and i on mine, and we'll both ponder if we'll miss each other while we're looking for ourselves out there.

i wonder.

"Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
Oh take me back to the start."

- Coldplay: The Scientist

tear don't you fall