red october skies

i dreamt last night of a purple sky, with golden clouds and a bright orange sun. i was walking in a park and children's laughter surrounded me as i walked. i wasnt sure whether it was a dream or not because i still wore timberlands and jeans. it was hot down under, but it didnt matter. i kept walking. and that's all i remember of the dream. of the sky which is so rare, and definitely unparalleled in reality. i am resolved right now to recreate that scene on stage. :)

anyway. i'm suffering from acute withdrawal symptoms. gig-withdrawal is getting to me. it's addictive you know, i've been getting high adrenaline rushes everytime i stand in the light, mic on a stand at my lips, and guitar in hands. i wanna put photos up, but jeane has them ... so haha. you will have to wait.

school begins tomoro. one week break is damn fast man. i'm not looking forward to starting school again. travelling to clementi everyday. sigh. ok. i must keep my head up. I WILL BE OK. i shall not sink. i shall be ok.

i am trying very hard not to kid myself.

anyway. it's been very long since i posted lyrics, and i am all for the promotion of good music, so i'm posting lyrics of a current favourite song. and because i performed it, it's got a VERY special place in my heart.

this is Dashboard Confessional - Dusk and Summer

She smiled in a big way
The way a girl like that smiles
When the world is hers And she held your eyes
Out in the breezeway down by the shore
In the lazy summer

And she pulled you in
And she bit your lip
And she made you hers
She looked deep into you as you lay together
Quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer

But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only had barely enough to hang on

And she combed your hair
And she kissed your teeth
And she made you better than youd been before
And she told you bad things that you wished you could change
In the lazy summer

And she told you laughing down to her core
So she would not cry
And she lay in your lap as she said
Nobody here can live forever
Quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer

But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only had barely enough to hang on

She said No one is alone the way you are alone
And you held her looser than you would’ve if you ever couldve known
Some things tie your life together
With slender threads of things to treasure
Days like that should last and last and last

But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only have barely enough of her to hang on

ok. i am going to study. :)

yeah we divas but we ride like big boys do.