before my life made a choice

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

Nobody Knows - Pink

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I decided that since SEP might actually happen, i'd do my research and see how far away i'm going to be from my friends in the UK.

SIGH. looks like alot of travelling will have to be done.

8(X5) crazy nights

today is the first day of the season of Lent, and semi-religious, totally irreverant me has decided that i will stay irreverant no more and fast for the next 40 days. i don't know exactly how and what will happen, but all i know is i'm going to try, even if it kills me. :) so wish me luck, and maybe, pray with me if you can. :)

at the risk (a very big one) of sounding totally bimbotic: i think i'm becoming one of those scary, full-of-myself bimbos that look a little like balloons floating in the air. i can attribute the reason to one person in particular, but then it's not nice to point fingers.

2 bimbotic (but this is according to someone else, and not self-caught ones) moments today:

1. i woke up this morning with a sore, stiff shoulder on my left side, and in my semi sleepy state i tried feeling for a pulse thinking my heart had stopped or something. I was sleepy and paranoid ok.

2. in German class we had to write questions for our neighbours. the question was: write 5 questions for your neighbour. I said aloud: "but my neighbours don't speak german! they speak malay! and i don't know my neighbours!" who would have known neighbour meant the person sitting next to me?!

which brings me, actually, to the scary revelation that i think my German classmates must think i'm a little bit crazy and stupid because i've asked a total of 1038989834oqty8 stupid questions in front of everyone. I just tend to think aloud, so when i have a question it's usually me wondering aloud. and obviously that leads to less than favourable circumstances. i can't help it. my thought process is slower than the average. so it takes awhile.

anyway, KT tunstall concert anyone? I want to go. i think it'll be completely worth it. and i love her guitar. it's gorgeous in all it's bling bling glory. :)

am looking forward to CNY this year, although a part of me reminds me that i'm setting myself up for disappointment, because i'm not close to the family and it could get painful sitting infront of your relatives (paternal side, maternal is ok. i like them.) who probably look down on you because you can't string a proper sentence in chinese or hokkien. and the comparisons, and the references to "oh wow, you're so ... big ... now." seriously, save it. i could deal without that.

but i'm looking forward to CNY because it's gonna be quite fun, i should think, seeing how i've learnt how to play mahjong, and we're having this pseudo reunion dinner which is just an excuse to get together and eat drink and be merry. :) it's gonna be fun! oh! and canadian exchange student Michael and DURIANS! :D :D :D looking forward to that! :)

ok i'm sleepy. *yawn

for you, because i just can't be without you.

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real shit (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

when nothing you can do can change my mind.