a few of my favourite things.

nothing really beats driving. and NOTHING beats driving and karaoke to the radio.

makes me very happy, coz i feel like a real rock star. :)

but, there is something that could make driving and karaoke even better. driving and karaoke to the radio in a car chockful of your friends.

makes me EXTREMELY happy, coz nothing binds like music. :)

i hit Shanghai Tomorrow. anticipating, but also paranoid and ready to piss in my panties. but i will have as much fun as i absolutely positively can, because i want to. :)

see ya'll in a week.

baby let's cruise.

i love the 90s

had a bout of unexplained blues today and MTV began its usual late night segment of 90s Videos with VH1. I'm cheered up. :)

watching a white clad squeaky clean britney spears sing about how she really wants to hold you tight, treat you right and be with you day and night. Awhile ago, J Lo told me if i had her love and she gave me all her trust, i should comfort her. Westlife Swore it over again, bryan adams did everything he does for me, and A1 sang of a red flower and how i gave them strength so they stood tall, within this bed of earth just like a rose.

I MISS THE 90s. :) I'm not afraid to say this, but i was so totally a boyband groupie. :P

argh. the good old days. :) when the world was less bitchy, complicated and upsetting. sigh.

sometimes i run, sometimes i hide, sometimes i'm scared of you.

it came to past.

i realised i have to be careful now, of what i say on this blog, because there are questions i'm not ready to answer for things that could find their way here.

i did some "blog stalking" today, only to realise i was terrified of prospect, good or bad, and i needed to kill the "hope", whatever the hope may mean to me.

in any case. while I really respect the way you do things, i'm afraid i may not be good enough for you. i don't share your beliefs. i'm the one who's simply too lazy.

and self indulgent and inward looking too.

blimey.

but a deep part of me holds desire together in a paper cup.

ah well. ah well.

stop and stare.

not particularly enthused.

so TWW travels to Shanghai at the end of may, and a time check reveals that that is IN 2 weeks. and no one else seems concerned about how much work is required from henceforth, seeing there's gonna be a series of recasting, and the issue of sets and props and band equipment have not been sorted out! and i doubt Dr. S will be of much help, and i'm stressed when it's not even my problem. it conveniently became my problem, because Dr. S in his normal fashion dumped it in a couple of us' laps. Like what the hell, seriously.

I'm excited. not quite. i want to travel, and the prospect of spending most of this year abroad isn't probable. so. i'm grateful at least i get to travel.

anyway. on to other, less pressing things.

because i'm the queen of completely vague and unclear blog posts ...

i have forgotten completely, what i wanted to say. In my head i'd planned what i wanted to say as a projection to the entire www, but at a time like this, the TV distracts me, and i've got other things on my mind. which aren't worth penning, really.

oh, life, oh sweet brain draining life. Inspire me thou restless. I await my endeavours with joy and heartache.

got my head shaved by a jumbo jet.