Wednesday, January 21, 2009

just a little bit irritated

I am no longer the apathetic youth i once was. Things are beginning to really get on my nerves and living in this country gets tedious and unattractive.

I am appalled at the things that get posted on STOMP, an online portal for Singaporeans to report on things and upload content to share with other Netizens. Singaporeans have too much time on their hands. STOMP has given Singaporeans another chance to be "KAYPOH", and to intrude into other people's personal space. For a community that has a 'don't smile at me because it intrudes into my space' attitude, we sure like to get our noses fully into other people's businesses. And with the advent of camera phones and portable digital cameras, they not only intrude into other people's lives, they also broadcast the things they see to the world, the consequences of which are potentially negative for the people involved.

don't you have anything better to do? Like save the environment, or rescue a cat or something. Get involved, or get the bloody hell lost.

-a moment of zen-

anyway. Ok. long neglected blog gets a new post. I have recieved a wonderful vocation for my Play Production which allows me to do the several things which i really like all at once. I am extremely grateful for God's love, and the blessings he has given me that have allowed this to happen. I am scared though. It's gonna be a tough semester, and i can't be a wimp and drop anything this time around. SIGH. But i am filled with hope, and optimism. Perhaps because He has blessed me, He's gonna watch over me too. My God is, truly, an Awesome God. :)

on to other things. This year looks set to be a slower one than 2009, but i have several exciting things lined up. I believe this year, i will leave theatre administration behind for awhile and explore my creative potential, looking at honing my skills in writing, guitar, directing and production work. it doesn't show in my writing yet, but check back in a year and see if it's better. i promise to make it better.

so this year of small little achievements looks set to be a good one. Nothing beats 2008 yet. We'll just have to see how this year goes. :)

and oh yes. I am so in love, it's still funny. sometimes i am aloof, and it seems like i'm not listening, but trust that it doesn't mean i love you less. Over a year and we're still strong, as the Starship Trooper song goes: "Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now". Wahey! :) ASSCITED!!! :D

ok i am sounding immature and i am rambling. gonna go now and do something useful (i hope!).

you set my soul alight

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

another confession to make.

I am loved. :)

fall for You, all over again.