time to break the hiatus

i am fine. too many things have been happening and it's been really long. but i'm back, new haircut and all. and i'm lovin' it.

things aint totally good lah, but i think all this angst should just go.

looking forward to oasis concert. :) woohoo.

and i'm gonna be the best teacher I can be. it's all about the students now. :)

will post again. when i'm in the mood.

and to revive an old song:

Sometimes love just ain’t enough – Don Henley and Patti Smyth

I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
Just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

Chorus:
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No.

see you all soon.

which is more important? Satisfying a thousand desires, or sacrificing just one?

when the stars fall i will lie awake

LT shall be disappearing for awhile. it's been a rough week and i need to work stuff out. haha. like this will affect many of you, coz i dont see you often anyway.

well.

the concept of a blog is becoming very intriguing. i marvel at how people type things here and then go, 'you were not supposed to read that! it's private!', knowing full well that EVERYONE can see it. it's a blog for crying out loud! which idiot wouldnt read anything posted on a website?

and what of private blogs? there's that .3% chance that it'll be found so essentially, 'private blog' is one of the biggest oxymoron i've heard.

i want some weed.

for those of you who havent heard my new year resolutions, let me scare you by saying that GET LAID and GET A TATTOO are high up on the list. high up on it is also: GET PISSED DRUNK and DO WEED. yes. right now i feel like some angsty kid who's been let out of her hole and allowed to do whatever she wants. yes. LT HAS GONE crazy.

and i dont even know why. if it scared you, this list, dont worry. it scares me too.

dont ask what's wrong with me. i can't answer that question.

so hence, LT is disappearing for awhile. call it ESCAPIST. whatever. take your beef somewhere else dawg, coz i don't wanna handle it.

coz you're my shooting star.