turn your lights down low

raudee's birthday today was fun :) lots of chicken, kebabs and hotdogs, sausages, half-cooked potatoes, and drinks! :) i had a stella artois. SUPERB :)

anyway i am roasted, blissful, but also very tired. i realised studying is actually half as tiring as playing all day, leading a decadent lifestyle. i'm afraid i'll burn out now, rather than during my academic endeavours.

ok i'm sprouting nonsense.

tomoro i am going to meet my secondary school pal :) life is really bliss. the pessimist within me however, thinks that bliss ends in about 5 days.

my heart, is saddened *sigh*

but ... i shall remain optimstic and happy. must enjoy it all :) no S papers to worry about, nothing to worry me ... for now at least :)

this blogpost has been pretty useless aye? i dunno what to say lah. it's just nothing much to blog i suppose. :)

but a few things i am looking forward to:
1.tomoro :) i miss ah nan alot!!!
2. Sunday :)
3. the possibility of going to the zoo on wed :) FUN FUN FUN!!! :)
4. thurs escapade with my bestest best friend :) i love you stinky! :)

things i AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD to:
1. fri, when everything falls back into reality and i have to start mugging.
2. 8 oct, sat, when i have to take SAT. anyone got SAT preparation thingy thing for me to practice?

it's just anti-climatic, that after prelims, i have a levels.

ARGH!!!!

ok lah ... shall no longer bother you all with my life. i is going now.

we're one and the same just like water

where were you when we were getting high?

you know how sometimes you just wished you'd have changed after a long time, but you realise that deep down it's still the same old you?

Champagne Supernova - Oasis

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you while we were getting high?

Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye

Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the land slide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova

Coz people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning around
We don't know why
Why why why why

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you while we were getting high?

Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova

Coz people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning around
We don't know why
Why why why why

How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you while we were getting high?

We were getting high

i read an email today that i was totally not expecting. well, ok i did expect a response, just not in the way it came. it's always the same old, same old, i think sometimes people live their lives caught up in themselves, that they become almost not human.

much as i think it's heartless, you're so right.

only time will tell, and i think we're both alright, living our own lives.

ironic thing is: 5ive's Keep on Moving is playing on my media player.

i won't hide it. it hurts. i really want to cry.

i can't believe you're so right. so right about everything. freak, that's the thing that really hurts.

*feels like angsty teen*

heck it, i want to move on.

KEEP ON MOVING!

how i think this should be played ...

ok. i put WMP on shuffle, this is what turned up. (if i am playing it correctly .... *sheepish smile*) i thought this was interesting. haha

1. What do you think of me, Random Music Player?
Tequila Sunrise - Eagles (alcoholic mebbe?)

2. Will I have a happy life?
Virtual Insanity - Jamiroquai (WTH?!)

3. What do my friends really think of me?
Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson (OH NO!)

4. How can I make myself happy?
The First Cut is the Deepest - Sheryl Crow (I AM NOT SUICIDAL!!!!)

5. What should I do with my life?
Feels Just Like It Should - Jamiroquai (Now THIS i LIKE! :P)

6. Can you give me some advice?
Adia - Sarah McLachlan ("it's easy, let it go" wow. prophetic.)

7. What do you think happiness is?
Country Grammar - Nelly (Err ... big pimpin'? haha. :P)

8. Do you have any advice to give over the next few hours/days?
Good People - Jack Johnson (i do not know what to make of this. haha.)

9. A song for me.
Obsession - Frankie J Feat. Baby Bash (i think this is VERY FUNNY. ha. i am not laughing.)

10. What will tomorrow be like?
The Girl From Yesterday - Eagles (Tomorrow WMP! TOMORROW!!!)

11. What will next year be like?
Bringin' On The Heartbreak - Def Leppard (BAD OMEN!!!!!!)

this is quite fun. haha. :P

ok i ripped that off from corrie. haha

i always rip things off corrie's blog. hehe.

she always takes our food. :P it's a trade off! haha

ok i am going.

i want it that way